There’s a heavy melancholy on me right now. I guess it didn’t help that there was a big-ish fight that ended badly last night; and that i could barely sleep because of it. Anyway, I woke up with this determination not to let my frustration get the better of me – and basically to go out there and just have fun. Or hunt.
So I picked up my phone and tried to find people to find. But as I went down the list, one number after another turned out to be a dud – either they’d been disconnected or didn’t belong to the same person anymore. Where have they all gone? And why didn’t they tell me they were moving?
My fault, I suppose. I have this nasty habit of running away from people. Guess it was their turn this time.
Filed under: vacuity, melancholy, sadness
It appears you are getting over the dumps, and I’m glad for you.
Now as for this “What? They’ve changed phones/address/etcetera and no one told me?” A cold-blooded process may work. No reason to think why’s (or to worry about who — them or you — may be feeling low) just use gmail- or yahoo-calendar to remind yourself of birthdays and other good days, then send short notes of “hi!”.
Take good care!
random thought :
It appears it originated in New Zealand, this celebration of July 14 as NATIONAL NUDE DAY.
But what do you wear on National Nude Day??
Hey Rom. Hang in there.
I was in the exact same shape about a week ago. But I’m starting to feel fine again…I think. Or at least I’m getting there. Keep yourself busy – that’s what everybody keeps telling me (including him). Hay life.